little things

sometimes,

i really miss my grandmother. it’s like a weighty feeling. an empty feeling. like, i miss her when i think about how she will never meet raj. i miss her when i try on wedding dresses, like she should be there with me. i miss her when the milestones are big, and when she should be there.

it’s hard to be alone during milestones. i feel like i’ve been alone through a lot of them.

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